HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

wow... its really a good way to start 2009 ...

by getting so ferk up with one of my friends.

Friendship. is it not about trusting and believing each other...
it is also such a fragile thingy ..
how can he be so smart and yet so stupid ...

i dont understand his actions now ...
just because of a stupid lost in a stupid game by a stupid mistake...

then with his highly wild chased dazing day dreaming.
he conclude himself that he is a moron who had claim to seen the true colours of his friends.

he also conclude the following :

what makes him think that we don't cherish him .
[ people don't normally say i cherish you, however it would show in those little actions that if you open your eyes big enough to see ]

he is a person of no value.
[ there is no people in the world as no value. value doesn't mean money, prize or such. value can be presented in different ways. terms of support and presence . ]

if he still feels this way then it cant be help ...
let him live in despair and loneliness ...
with no support and no one to talk to ...

no one to encourage him what to do...
no one to have fun with ...
no one to seek advice about a girl with...

stop upholding your empty pride ...
clear your mind and think over it again ...

this entire entry is my blade to you ...
resist or resonance ...
is up to you ...

i did this because of one thing and one thing only...
you point your blade at my pride and reason...